run. run. keep on running. and it hit me; "what the *%&# are you doing?". i frigging ran out of school again. i kinda promised myself not to do it again but heck, ive done it again. the question is not why ive done but rather; what's wrong with me? what've i been thinking? i could very well et expelled!! argh.
i was feeling funny. wait, horrible, more like. i was hungry, sleepy, drowsy, frustrated, depressed, angry and tired all at the same time. and seemingly i cant think staight. i was and am flustered.
i woke up this morning in tears. i cant overcome the pain. still. had a dream which was too real to be true. it was actually sweet. but reality hit really hard when dawn approached and i was left to succumb to tears..
i called. iwanted to talk. the words wouldnt flow. im missing you.
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