Pfft..

everything's going from bad to worse for me.. im not one who divulges in self-pity but quite frankly, i feel like CRAP. what's wrong with me? i cried first thing when i woke up today, then in the shower, then couple'o times during church service, during lunch, at home, while playing soccer (im weird, i know), at dinner, and then in the shower again. argh.. its a really big blow to me and ive been literally hit so hard im barely able to pick myself up again.. sighs..i dont know..